the other day I mentioned  that Blue is the Warmest Color is my favorite movie, and yes, as Chescaleigh commented, there is an abundance of pretty graphic lesbian sex scenes. It’s almost to the point where you think it may be a good time to refill your popcorn. So yeah, just beware if that’s not yo thang. 

I don’t know how to reply to comments on a post as a post. Is that a thing? I’m new here. 

HEY GUYS (if anyone is still here)

remember when i used to blog? me too. 

remember when i used to make videos? me too.

now that thats out of the way i figured i’d drop in. i’m on tumblr all the time, i scroll and scroll but i don’t really post anything. 

no reason why really. but for those who actually care i’ll update you on my wonderful world. 

i’m still in the military. almost halfway done!! praise gawd. i can’t wait to get out and no, i have no idea what i’m going to do when i get out, i just hope it’s great. and it’ll involve dreads and piercings and tattoos and glorious shades of “prohibited” nail polish. 

i don’t like my job and have no desire to do advance training or anything of the sort in the civilian world once i get out BUT it’s easy so i can’t really complain. 

i have a son. his name is Dexter. he’s a 7 month old beagle pup that just got his balls chopped off. he currently lives with me since his daddy moved back to NC for work (super sad face), but we have joint custody over him so we switch off. 

i live alone and i don’t have friends here and i’m not sure what to do about that. i wish things were as easy as going to the bookstore and finding someone to hang out with that’s perfect for me, but that’s kind of terrifying so..yeah.

i see a psychologist every 2 weeks or so. it’s great. she’s great. i’m learning about myself. my mindset. my behaviors. it helps. and i get out of work for it so *thumbs up*

my birthday is next week. 

i have a dentist appointment in the morning. i’m lowkey terrified but i’m telling myself it’ll be a breeze. it’s just a filling but who wants that? ugh. 

i spend ungodly amounts on food. fast food. fresh produce. all of it. i don’t know how or why. i think about food way too much. 

i’ve gained 25 pounds since i went to basic training almost 2 years ago. i want to lose some weight but i hate working out and i love eating terrible food. see my issue?

hmm i think that about covers it. ask me questions? i’ll answer. 

eroticismexpolored:

lainerouge:

pardonmewhileipanic:

sebabug:

dangerouskira:

thotbotsuperstar:

dynastylnoire:

perpetualdaydream:

baskintheafterglow:

expect-the-greatest:

champagnexstrawberrykisses:

expect-the-greatest:

2pacmadaddy:

Ahh hell nah

Bruh

What the hell?

Niggas out here trappin women

Then wonder how your ass got burned

what the fuck…

I’ve had a dude do that before. that shit is terrifying. Dude went across the room like he typically would to get one. Came back and I didn’t know that he didn’t have one until he pulled out.
I FLIPPED. Cried all the way home. Cried for days. Got tested. Bought the morning after pill. Seriously, fuck dudes that do this. There should be laws against it.

There ARE laws against this. It’s called rape by deception or fraudulent rape and basically, it’s anytime the conditions of your consent are compromised. In a situation like this, you consented to protected sex. By having sex in a way you did not consent to, a crime WAS committed and he could be charged if any physical effects like pregnancy or STD occurred. Remember, ANY SEXUAL ACTIVITY YOU DON’T CONSENT TO IS RAPE. 

How can anyone think this is ok, by any stretch of the imagination???

My ex did this and only told me after I dumped him. This is pretty much why men aren’t to be trusted

If a guy does this, it’s rape. Call the cops. Ruin his life since he has no problem risking yours. Make him fucking learn. Rapists belong in jail. Rape by deception is rape, not a funny “meme”. 

NO BUT SERIOUSLY DO YOU REALLY WISH TO RAPE SOMEONE, AND RISK HAVING A KID AND CATCHING STDS ?!!
What the fuck is wrong with the people who think this is a good idea.
Like, this is not even just bad for the girl you betray, you moron ! This isn’t just egoistic, this is idiotic !

Sometimes I’m left wondering what the fuck type of men really exist in this world. Like, this shit would almost be unbelievable had it not been obvious that some lame ass future license plate maker made that stupid meme?
So, niggas is just out here committing rape? Pretending to put condoms on, for what reason? Not only are you not protecting her you’re not protecting yourself either you dumb ass!!!

i’m mind blown by the amount of people that don’t watch it get put on? how would you not watch the condom go on each and every time? it’s part of the act imo. you expect him to protect himself AND you, there should be 2 sets of eyes on it. check for holes. discrepancies. hell put it on for/with him. has nothing to do with not trusting, i’m just blown away that people don’t  take the 3 seconds to watch and make sure it’s on/on right. 

eroticismexpolored:

lainerouge:

pardonmewhileipanic:

sebabug:

dangerouskira:

thotbotsuperstar:

dynastylnoire:

perpetualdaydream:

baskintheafterglow:

expect-the-greatest:

champagnexstrawberrykisses:

expect-the-greatest:

2pacmadaddy:

Ahh hell nah

Bruh

What the hell?

Niggas out here trappin women

Then wonder how your ass got burned

what the fuck…

I’ve had a dude do that before. that shit is terrifying. Dude went across the room like he typically would to get one. Came back and I didn’t know that he didn’t have one until he pulled out.

I FLIPPED. Cried all the way home. Cried for days. Got tested. Bought the morning after pill. Seriously, fuck dudes that do this. There should be laws against it.

There ARE laws against this. It’s called rape by deception or fraudulent rape and basically, it’s anytime the conditions of your consent are compromised. In a situation like this, you consented to protected sex. By having sex in a way you did not consent to, a crime WAS committed and he could be charged if any physical effects like pregnancy or STD occurred. Remember, ANY SEXUAL ACTIVITY YOU DON’T CONSENT TO IS RAPE. 

How can anyone think this is ok, by any stretch of the imagination???

My ex did this and only told me after I dumped him. This is pretty much why men aren’t to be trusted

If a guy does this, it’s rape. Call the cops. Ruin his life since he has no problem risking yours. Make him fucking learn. Rapists belong in jail. Rape by deception is rape, not a funny “meme”. 

NO BUT SERIOUSLY DO YOU REALLY WISH TO RAPE SOMEONE, AND RISK HAVING A KID AND CATCHING STDS ?!!

What the fuck is wrong with the people who think this is a good idea.

Like, this is not even just bad for the girl you betray, you moron ! This isn’t just egoistic, this is idiotic !

Sometimes I’m left wondering what the fuck type of men really exist in this world. Like, this shit would almost be unbelievable had it not been obvious that some lame ass future license plate maker made that stupid meme?

So, niggas is just out here committing rape? Pretending to put condoms on, for what reason? Not only are you not protecting her you’re not protecting yourself either you dumb ass!!!

i’m mind blown by the amount of people that don’t watch it get put on? how would you not watch the condom go on each and every time? it’s part of the act imo. you expect him to protect himself AND you, there should be 2 sets of eyes on it. check for holes. discrepancies. hell put it on for/with him. has nothing to do with not trusting, i’m just blown away that people don’t  take the 3 seconds to watch and make sure it’s on/on right. 

(via britnayy)

I never knew what my favorite movie was. I just saw it. Blue is the Warmest Color. It’s on Netflix. It’s in French. It’s also 3 hours long. But it’s so raw and honest and full of emotion and boobies. I really REALLY enjoyed it. 

i have been wanting to record a video talking about the positive/benefits that have come from me joining the military but every time i turn the camera on i’m just like “ew” or “nah not today” this has been like a 2-3 month ordeal really…

I mean clearly, he’s a model. He’s giving you smokey eyed fierceness. 

I mean clearly, he’s a model. He’s giving you smokey eyed fierceness. 

artisansoulleader:

thepowerofmoonlight:

Learnt an interesting thing today on this arabic course,
The original Arabic number system looked like this, the one we now use.
It was designed so each character had the corresponding number of angles to the number, so the number 1 has 1 angle, 2 has 2 angles, 3 has 3, 0 has none etc…
It is so obvious now, I’ve always assumed its one of those things that just is, with no logical explanation, but here it is, perfectly simple and satisfying

My jaw is legit on the floor right about now :D

woah.

artisansoulleader:

thepowerofmoonlight:

Learnt an interesting thing today on this arabic course,

The original Arabic number system looked like this, the one we now use.

It was designed so each character had the corresponding number of angles to the number, so the number 1 has 1 angle, 2 has 2 angles, 3 has 3, 0 has none etc…

It is so obvious now, I’ve always assumed its one of those things that just is, with no logical explanation, but here it is, perfectly simple and satisfying

My jaw is legit on the floor right about now :D

woah.

(via mccoppin-scraps)

queeniman:

zerostatereflex:

Fertilization

A beautifully done animation on how you became you.

See the full video here as I left out some really cool parts.

From 300 or so million down to ONE.

YOU. MADE. IT.

Edit:
Let’s think about this for a moment. The US population is roughly 330 million human beings. For the purposes of demonstration, take almost the ENTIRE POPULATION OF THE US and put them on the west coast, packed as tightly as possible. You’re just chillin, somewhere south of Pasadena let’s say, trying to get free, sweating and hungry with a desire you’ve never experienced before. You know you’re going to die though you think you’ll be the one to make it.

Then like the ULTIMATE hunger games of GENETIC WIN you traverse across the country desperately trying to get to the goal with absolute disregard for the other 299 million people. Your mom, dad, brother, sister, grandma, everyone you’ve ever known dies. You somehow get to the end. Where you bust through a gated base only to be sealed in and combined with another human to make a brand NEW human.

300,000,000 and you’re the only survivor. And your prize is to essentially die and reconstitute into a new being.

That’s awesome.

wow

(via olubumi)