remember when i used to blog? me too.
remember when i used to make videos? me too.
now that thats out of the way i figured i’d drop in. i’m on tumblr all the time, i scroll and scroll but i don’t really post anything.
no reason why really. but for those who actually care i’ll update you on my wonderful world.
i’m still in the military. almost halfway done!! praise gawd. i can’t wait to get out and no, i have no idea what i’m going to do when i get out, i just hope it’s great. and it’ll involve dreads and piercings and tattoos and glorious shades of “prohibited” nail polish.
i don’t like my job and have no desire to do advance training or anything of the sort in the civilian world once i get out BUT it’s easy so i can’t really complain.
i have a son. his name is Dexter. he’s a 7 month old beagle pup that just got his balls chopped off. he currently lives with me since his daddy moved back to NC for work (super sad face), but we have joint custody over him so we switch off.
i live alone and i don’t have friends here and i’m not sure what to do about that. i wish things were as easy as going to the bookstore and finding someone to hang out with that’s perfect for me, but that’s kind of terrifying so..yeah.
i see a psychologist every 2 weeks or so. it’s great. she’s great. i’m learning about myself. my mindset. my behaviors. it helps. and i get out of work for it so *thumbs up*
my birthday is next week.
i have a dentist appointment in the morning. i’m lowkey terrified but i’m telling myself it’ll be a breeze. it’s just a filling but who wants that? ugh.
i spend ungodly amounts on food. fast food. fresh produce. all of it. i don’t know how or why. i think about food way too much.
i’ve gained 25 pounds since i went to basic training almost 2 years ago. i want to lose some weight but i hate working out and i love eating terrible food. see my issue?
hmm i think that about covers it. ask me questions? i’ll answer.